Steer Into the Depths

Perhaps what I've become so addicted to has made me rather "**********" and I do not 

like that word one bit (hence all those asterisks). Social media of any kind is such a great resource these days to simply

show the world who an individual is and what they are bringing out to show the internet kids. 

People posting who they're with or what they're doing gets to me, especially when I was not invited and I know, people have their reasons but because of this happening to me, I've been thinking 

"Should I even be or keep making an effort anymore if no one else is returning the favor?"

What's been on my mind for a long time ever since I've started college is that I barely see

any of my friends... Not even sure if I have a good number of those left. 

If I ever do get to see anyone, it's usually a spur of the moment kind of thing

or a Facebook invite. With this being said, refer back to the last thought above.

Okay, 5SOS has also been on my mind A LOT lately, so we should end it there.

- Maricar

Work til' I can't work no more

This summer has been one full of work, work, and work. Hope I used that oxford comma correctly because I'm always worried about that. Oxford comma aside, I feel like I haven't been able to hangout with friends a lot ever since I got a job--which is going good. Yep, I know that I should be thankful that I even have a job but my moods have been on the down side rather than what I usually show: happiness. Before having this job, there was always time to chill and enjoy the company of many individuals but now, it's a very rare occasion when this happens in life. People go off to college, have jobs of their own, go out of the country, etc. Life takes us all in different places and we all have to just take whatever opportunity is staring us right in the face. 

I'm an extrovert living and introverts life. So far, it's not enjoyable but that's life!

- Maricar